As most of you know Chris and I are on the baby track and while some of you think we're crazy, others have been extremely supportive and we appreciate it. And this is the other thing I keep dreaming of too....BABIES...but they're not necessarily my baby in my dream. This summer in our little tourist town there have been and incredible number of pregnant women around, I mean I'm not imagining it, every time you turn a corner there's a pregnant woman. And my friend Peta tells me in late December she's having a baby in April, how she managed to keep it a secret for 25weeks of her pregnancy I don't know because I wouldn't have been able to. As someone who's trying to conceive and nothing so far is happening it's frustrating to see so many pregnant women around as it's a reminder that I am not pregnant. I'm happy for anyone and everyone I know who is having a baby as it's something exciting to look forward to but when you are constantly dreaming about babies and they're not always yours it can get a bit beyond the joke. When we're not worried about whether we fall pregnant or not, especially in our teens or 20's, that's when it happens but once you get to that horrible age bracket of 35+ it seems to be harder than ever.
I was beginning to feel like a pregnancy magnet for everyone but me at one point, first my sister finds out she's pregnant, then Peta, plus a couple of other people I know are expecting their first and second babies. If you want to fall pregnant ladies just spend an afternoon around me because it seems like everyone around me is falling pregnant, just not me. Hopefully it'll happen sooner rather than later. For now I guess I'll keep myself occupied by studying, searching out bargain finds for ugly furniture, rearranging this house and getting back in my garden which has suffered a bit lately with all this hot weather. And I guess I'll continue to dream away until those dreams are a reality and then there really will be something to write home about.
P.S If you have an interest in interior design like I do and want to get some great ideas and excellent advice check out Sarah's website, you can also watch her show online if you don't have foxtel.
http://www.hgtv.ca/sarahshouse/
Sarah Richardson, Host of Sarah's House.
they are pregnant because there is something in the water - you are not drinking enough water!
ReplyDeletehmmm interesting concept there....would you drink our water straight from the tap?? do you think putting it in the fridge to make it cold makes it lose it's ability to make us pregnant.....lol.....hence...will drink more water and see what happens hehe
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